This is a letter for New Years resolutions
I was never good following through with you. I honestly made all of you and set my mind for a few days, but as time irrevocably passes by, I would always find something else to take your place in my mind. Some would be quite stupid, trust me. But I just needed one simple excuse to not take you seriously.
Until last year. That was the first time I actually promised something and did all in my power to fulfill it. So, a year ago, around 3 am January first, I smoked my last cigarette. And I found out if I could do whatever I wanted it had to really mean something to me. All the others was just things I wanted to adjust, be better (as in being something I’m not just because I thought it would help me be more “acceptable”).
2016 is a few hours away. What do I want for this whole year ahead of me? What can I do to change – myself and the stuff I need in order to live better?
Well, 2016, I promise you this: living you to the fullest. Wake up every day and making the best of that day. Be more present to those I love and show them there is someone willing to go to hell and back for them. Even if they don’t stick around. I promise to be a better me to me so I can be better to others.
I promise to be thinner. But, you know, I like eating…so, be patient!